Sometimes......

Sometimes, I dislike being a girl. I remember when I was little, I wanted to be a boy. I thought they had more fun then girls did.
Now, sometimes, I dislike being a girl because of emotions. Ever since 7th grade.... I remember in 7th and 8th grade, disliking one guy and having to go to him to say 'I'm sorry'. Why? why so many different emotions, never knowing why I did this, felt that, thought this.
In the beginning of 10th grade, dealing with the emotions of knowing what another guy thought of me.
Wishing.... wishing to not have emotions. Thinking, maybe if I were a boy, I wouldn't have to deal with them!

But, I learned. I learned that my Father is enough. My heavenly Father can give me the strength I need to live each day and not give up. And knowing that He made me the way I am, and He will help to live the way He made me to live, helps me to live.