Thoughts.

Father, why? Why do you give me all these trials?
In my head, I know it's to help me grow. But in my heart, I ask questions.
Why must I grow?
Must I grow THIS way?
Is the hurt worth it?
Will I stand it?

But then, after my Father brings me though the trial, my response is:
Thank you.
Thank you for growing me.
Thank you for giving me the strength to stand though this.
Thank you for changing me thorough this!
Thank you!